Being Brave

How do you just let go? How do you forget everything and leave it all out there?

My obsticle is trusting my horse and going fast...not almost fast but fast. We are stuck in almost fast, but not even close...lol. I was out last night trying to improve my speed on the barrel pattern, I did a couple practice runs, I thought we were doing really well. I thought we added quite a bit of speed and I was on my way to make a real run...yeah right. I'll give you a hint, never look at the video! lolol. I suck!!! I so totally suck!! We where not very fast at all and there were so many mistakes. How can that be, I ask? The wind was blowing through my hair, I was really going! I know it! I was trusting my horse and he was really going...NOT! lolol. Well back to the drawing board. And I think I will leave the video camera in the house. lolol.